I apologize for being off the rails lately, and speaking too aggressively. My older sister just died (she OD'd on fentanyl). I'm pretty pissed off at her, and emotionally vulnerable when it comes to my niece. My sister died and let my niece see her dead body. There's already been so much shit with my sister. We always tried to help her, but she always threw it in our face. And now she's dead.
Additionally, I have free time, and I like to do math to distract myself. My dad's pretty fucked because his daughter died. It's pretty surreal. So I'm kind of rage posting here; but rage posting math. I apologize if I use language that isn't suited to mathematicians. Please don't take my results for the next week or so as anything more than me being pissed off and trying to deliver results I know. I'm just angry and will post math as a manner of calming down.
I'm okay, don't worry about me. I just need some catharsis of posting random math results. But the manner I will post them will be uncouth. They will be ugly, and aggressive. And I will swear a lot.
I apologize.
Additionally, I have free time, and I like to do math to distract myself. My dad's pretty fucked because his daughter died. It's pretty surreal. So I'm kind of rage posting here; but rage posting math. I apologize if I use language that isn't suited to mathematicians. Please don't take my results for the next week or so as anything more than me being pissed off and trying to deliver results I know. I'm just angry and will post math as a manner of calming down.
I'm okay, don't worry about me. I just need some catharsis of posting random math results. But the manner I will post them will be uncouth. They will be ugly, and aggressive. And I will swear a lot.
I apologize.